23.10.10

Mental Butt Kicking

There really isn't any time for stress.
There's no time for worries.
There's definitely no time to evaluate and find myself wanting.
There's no time to come up short. There's no time to wonder if I came up short.
There's no time for distractions, or for stalling. There is only time to move.
It's all to get to this.
A huge piano in an all-white empty room, which is (minus the swarthy dude) my ideal musical setup.
To this.
My dream car (shut up, I don't want to hear any haters).
To this.
Gorgeous autumn house with porch.

It's for an "I told you so."
An "I'm so glad you believed in me."
A "Thanks for thinking I could do it."
Because I can do it.
It's for me, and it's for Finley. For us.

We want this.
That's our library. Pretend one level is all my own published works.

And this.
What am I doing getting a degree in science? Wavering...

And I want this.
Smaller, not bigger. Mmkay?

And we're getting it. We're on our way. There's no time to waste.
Love you all.

2 comments:

Jessica Martiele said...

Be sure to let us know if there's anything we can do to push you, encourage you, or help you arrive. You rock.

Suzie said...

I have no doubt you can and will acheive all of this and more.
You can do anything you want.
always have, always will.

I love you and you already have all my support.
110% all the time.
you are truly amazing.